This is probably going to be a waste of your time.

Stupid achey, tired body. If anything I've gotten worse. I hate being sick especially when I'm not at home. I did take out a lot of my frustration on halo though. I find that usually helps, and I've been getting better at it too. :) Nerrrrd, yes you can say it. I guess its time I should start thinking about christmas shopping. I want to get my mom something special but I need to keep it cheap. Any ideas? I have a general idea for what I'm going to get Jeffrey. I can't write it here though since he sometimes reads these posts. I really screwed myself overt two christmases ago by giving him the BEST PRESENT EVER!! I had bought one of those calendars that you pull the sheet off for each day, and I decorated each page with a reason why I loved him. Feel free to reuse that if you want. :) After I buy for my mom and Jeffrey all I have left is kirk, terri, kendall, kameron, taryn, raylen, harley, jade, and jeffrey's parents. I'm not going to spend money on everyone this year especially if they're mad at me. At this point I am not going to his family's thanksgiving, or christmas because they do it at his cousin's' parents house, the one that is mad at me. I don't want to go deal with it. I don't want to go camping with them either in march. She'll be there and I don't want to deal with her, or her bitchy looks. On the other hand though I kind of want to be at all of those things because it probably pisses her off that I'm there and she can't do anything about it. :D oh.. I mean, Jeffrey would be happy if I could put my feelings aside and spend the holidays with him and his family. I'm messed up. God I have issues. lol. Nothing really happened today, so hopefully if you plan on coming back tomorrow, I'll have a jucier update.