Puppy Lovin'

Today was so long. I did NOT want to get up for school. Five fifteen comes really early. Its absolutely CRAZY that I have to be up that early because my classes don't start until eight. I know WTF? jenny! I have to leave the house at six thirty to make it to school by eight. I travel to richmond avenue everyday, and back. EXHAUSTING. Well, sometimes. I actually kind of like the drive most days. It gives me a chance to think. :) A chance to let loose and sing as loud as I want too. I also like that I get experience with downtown houston. My mom is forty-five and she still won't drive houston. LAME. Baytown sucks, I've always said how I absolutely do NOT want to raise a family here one day. I still don't, but knowing how much Houston has to offer right up the road kind of makes it seem not so bad. I'm talking about all the driving because today I finally went to the DPS and got another liscence finally, and it took forever! Of course it doesn't help that I'm the most impatient person in the world, Jeffrey is always telling me that.

My old friend I mentioned that was back in my life made a grand exit today. "/ I'm sad because I really enjoyed having that person in my life. It made me happy and feel like I could be somewhat like the old me. Do you know what I mean? Well it turns out that this person hasn't changed much, and I remembered they weren't in my life anymore for a reason. I know its for the best because no friendship or relationship is worth getting in the way of Jeffrey and I. Thats what said person was attempting. No go. I know it might be... wrong? but Jeffrey and I chose eachother. We both said forever and marriage vows say forsaking all others. I know we haven't taken them yet, but we plan to so same thing right? Anyways.. forsaking all others is my favorite line. It speaks to me. I don't care if its my best friend, cousin, sister, or mother, Jeffrey comes first. Don't dare try to put yourself inbetween us. I'm not a cold hearted bitch, of course it would take more from my mom or sister or something for me to be like, screw off, I pick jeffrey.

I'm so glad that I pryed myself out of bed this morning. I really do enjoy these classes this mod. I'm such a nerd, I know this. Also, Jeffrey and I watched dominic again today. In fact we still are, baby butt is sitting in my lap as I type. I knew since we first started watching him almost a year ago, that together someday we will make great parents. Today though, it became evident to me how well it will work out. We have already assumed roles and work well together. I bathe the kids we care for, I change most of the diapers- Jeffrey does change them if I ask him to, or he gets to it first. I put their clothes on them, except for the socks. I'm bad at the socks and shoes, Jeffrey does that. Jeffrey secures carseats and gets them in and out of the car. He usually feeds them, I mostly lay them down for bed. He sometimes does this, it depends on the kid and if they are whining lol. We just work so well together. If by some twisted turn of fate we ended up pregnant right now, I don't think I'd be upset, minus the money thing. lol but who can ever say they aren't worried about the money to raise a baby. Again, don't read too much into this, I am not saying that I want to have babies right now. Those are all my tiny thoughts tonight. I hope you enjoyed them. :)