While searching, I came across one of my all time favorite books, The Wedding by Nicholas Sparks. Probably the most romantic thing I've ever read. I definitely recommend that book, it will put anything you or your significant other do for each other to shame forever. Jeffrey is going to read it. :) I will make him. I know that he'll love it though. I read Dear John back in high school before it got popular.. and LOVED it, I made Jeffrey read that too. That book.. that book changed the way I loved, no lie. I love that about books.. They take you places, show you how other people think, and if you're lucky you take something away from the really good ones.
Last night I mentioned that me and my friend got into a fight and he made a great exit, I was hoping we would make up and still be friends. I tried to call him and talk things over, but he wasn't interested. I'll admit I was a little rude, so I can see why he is upset with me, but really he tried crossing a line. I'm engaged to Jeffrey therefore some topics are inappropriate and I don't want to talk about them with another guy, its wrong. I'm sorry that I responded so.. loudly? but it wasn't okay. My feelings are really hurt because minus this one infarction, yes I meant to say infarction its a word- look it up, I really want this person in my life.
Although today brought back someone else from my past, almost like a trade off. The other friend I mentioned talking to again called earlier out of the blue. It was a wonderful, I guess she missed me too. Janey and I are okay again I guess. I don't know how far that statement spans or if it will last, but I hope so. I miss having girlfriends. I mean, I have girlfriends, but no one I can really talk to. Janey was someone I could always call up and bitch to. So today was pretty good. Or at least I've had worse. When I went to pay for Terri's ring I went to the ATM, I was dreading seeing my balance, but I must say I was very proud. My money will last for a while longer and I'm still looking for a job, so I should be okay. :)
Now finally, to address the title of this here blog. I think I'm turning japanese. look:
See? hahah.
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