Today was SOO long. Mom woke me up this morning telling me she was going to pick Terri and the babies up because their water is off for the next few days. So we are a full house over here. Not that I mind, but I really wish that Terri and Kendall would get it together soon. To be fair though since miss taryn arrived they seem to be trying a lot harder. By they I mean Kendall. Terri is always trying. I hate seeing my sister struggle financially, it hurts and I worry for her and the babies.
On a positive note though it makes me really want to wait to have kids. Jeffrey and I babysat dominic today. I love spending time with that little booger. We watched him at his house. Apartment really. They stay at The Lynn, in a 3 bedroom apartment/palace. No, really its SOO nice. His nursery is extrememly nice too. Not that kameron's wasn't and taryn's isn't, but there is an obvious difference. Dominic has the best of everything, and it all matches lol. Matching and one consistant theme always have a nicer effect. I want to give my kids everything he has. So the point of all the baby talk is that I can't wait for that time of my life to come, but I am also very aware that that time is nowhere near now.
About a week and a half ago I ordered The ultimate wedding guide book from the knot. It comes with a planning timeline, worksheets, checklists, tips, FAQs, and lots of helpful things. It finally came in today, and I'm super excited!! Jeffrey and I got engaged on may 14th so we've been engaged for five months. We were waiting until our 3 year anniversary (which was october19th) to start planning so that it would be an even year of planning. So the day after we made plans to go visit two venues that we have had our eyes on for quite some time. Ashton Gardens, which was our favorite out of all the ones we have found, and the cheapest, closest option Oakland on Burnet Bay, Jeffrey was convinced that finding a venue was not the first thing to do, so we cancelled the appointments. I was heartbroken, but now we have the book and we get to do things in order and the right way!
I thought a lot about our future today.. Jeffrey is the best, most wonderful man I have ever known. I have no fear, doubt or worry about being with him everyday for the rest of my life. I'm pretty sure carrie underwood's new song, mama's song was written about us. He makes me better, and he is my bestfriend, he is my happy and he is my sad. He is everything i'm not and we are perfect for eachother. I have never felt so complete. I can't wait for the future.
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