I'd like to start out by saying, how the hell do you (my peers) guys do this all the time?! I never want to see another beer... well until I forget about this horrific experience lol. I'm still feeling sick, but Last night was fun. Jeffrey and I drank with his brother and sister in law. If for no other reason last night was good because alcohol is the ultimate peace maker. I got the notion in me to apologize to pepper. I'm not sure why though because I didn't do anything wrong. So I guess apologize isn't the right word. Talked it out is better. I don't remember what I said though. I don't remember the last half of the night though actually.
Being the bigger person is hard. Especially since I am so emotional. I miss when I didn't have to be so diplomatic and responsible and shit. I just want to be carefree and young like I used to be. Since when does twenty mean you aren't allowed to make mistakes? Okay I realize thats a little mellow dramatic and no one actually said that, but really I feel like that. Thats probably just because I am so emotionally aware. I've been at emotional rock bottom before, Thank you highschool, and I know how bad it sucks I don't want to be the reason for anyone to feel that bad, so when I screw up, I usually take it pretty hard.
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