You know what's awesome?

Pandora Radio. That, and I quit my job today. I feel relieved even saying that. I was off for about a week and supposed to come back tonight. I couldn't. Just thinking that it was time to go back made me feel miserable and so much dread I could barely stand it. I had a long hard talk about it with Jeffrey. He eventually talked me into it. He said I'm just twenty and I shouldn't settle for such a crappy job. That I had time to try out a few different things. Its not a career its a fast food job. That made me feel better because it had only been two months and I felt like I'd be such a quitter. I guess he was right. That job was so not worth the emotional toll it took on me. I shouldn't come home from work crying at ANY job, especially that job. They are nowhere near superior to me, regardless of what they think. So now I'm scurrying around aimlessly looking for another job- QUICK. Hopefully it will be easier now that I have some experience. I don't think I can use Sonic as a reference though since I didn't give two weeks notice. I did however write a note explaining to the manager, Greg, why I couldn't stay a minute longer. They will have a very easy time replacing me, so I guess I don't feel too bad leaving without much notice. Okay, no notice. Anywhooo, I went to see Terri and the babies to see how they were doing since they got their income tax today. They're doing better, but the income tax check isn't going to fix everything for them like I hoped it would. Shes done far more with much less so I know she will make it. My mother and my sister are two such strong women I really look up to them in a lot of ways. I'm going to get her and the babies tomorrow so she can look for a car. We might end up taking the k man to the dr. instead though he was running fever tonight. Poor baby :( Last night Jeffrey took me out for our valentine's date late. It was the best valentines day I ever had. We went and saw True Grit at AMC 30- the nice theater. When we came home he had tulips waiting for me. They were so pretty! Then he brought out a bottle of wine- since he could now he's 21! My favorite kind too, white zifandel, or however its spelled. We sipped that and had some sushi while we talked. It was perfect. He was perfect. He knows me so well. I feel happy and relieved tonight. Who knows how long it will last, but thank god for this peaceful state of mind right now. Its been so long since I've been worry free.