What a Beautiful thought

People often say that beauty is in the 
eye of the beholder, and I say that the 
most liberating thing about beauty is 
realizing that you are the beholder. This 
empowers us to find beauty in places 
where others have dared not to look, 
including inside ourselves.
 
- salma hayek

Yay this is my 25th post! it should be more, but I don't have time to write every night, including last night. Yesterday we went to the Thibodaux Christmas party, which is the one time a year we see Jeffrey's Dad's side of the family. We all usually dread it because all we do is sit at a table and make fun of everyone, but it was actually fun this year. I got two good bits of news while there, the first was that pepper isn't mad at me anymore. Which is good because its just exhausting attempting to avoid people I don't want to deal with. The second is that while I was in line making Jeffrey a burger sonic called me and they want to give me an interview! I'm excited because I'd much rather work there than village, granted beggars can't be choosers. Whoever is going to hire me can hire me. I'll get some experience and find a less gross job after the fact.

After we came home from the Thibodaux party we all came back home. I do mean all. All five of his other siblings and their spouses came over. It was nice but very very loud. People started leaving but Johnny, Sheena, and Raylen all stayed. We played pictionary until 3:30 AM and then rock band until four. Needless to say I slept until two today. Don't judge me- I don't have a job yet but I am looking and it wasn't a school night. The only reason I'm still awake right now is because I slept until two and can not sleep now, I tried. I was just going to put off posting until tomorrow but figured i'd knock it out since I was up anyway.

This is my last week of this mod! It went by so fast. Of course it would since I liked it so much. In case you're wondering that means I start a new set of classes on monday of next week. I'm excited I just hope its something interesting like phlebotomy! I will suck your blood! hahah... okay I'm done now. I'm so excited for christmas. I love giving people my gifts. I also really really want the ipod touch I asked for. I know that I got it. I had to have if mom is buying kirk a three hundred dollar tool. I know Jeffrey is going to be one happy little boy and I wish so hard that I could tell you all why. Things have been pretty great with us lately. Not that they were bad before, but for the past two weeks or so I just feel so deeply in love with him all the time. Even when hes on my last nerve. I won't get all mushy or anything but yeah.

I know that I'm about to talk about something out of order, but its my blog so I can do that. Two nights ago Jeffrey and I stayed up all night, we didn't go to bed until seven thirty AM. Partly because he was playing video games and partly because I really wanted to go for kolaches. So at six thirty we pryed our selves from what we were doing and drove all the way across town to a donut shop that had a drive through because neither of us felt like putting our shoes on- don't judge me! Anyways we got to talking about our plans for when we get married and directly after. I imagined we'd move into an apartment, and stay there for a year or two then use my big annuity check to put a down payment on a house because by then we'll probably have a baby. Hopefully not babies! lol.

I don't exactly remember how it came up, but Jeffrey said something along the lines of maybe we could just live at home with his parents for a year and save money then use my check for a downpayment so we can start off in a house and have a lot of savings too. I like that idea. Well, I like the financial aspect of that idea. I am worried about that plan though because I want to be respected as a married couple when we are married. I want to be able to live our lives. I like the way things are now, but when we are married and I have a career and Jeffrey is building his business I don't want to come home and have to deal with nieces and picking them up and dropping them off when it isn't my responsibility. I won't do it then. I just fear that things won't be any different that way. Who knows though. Its definitely something to think about, and we do have a whole year to decide. What do you think about this plan?

Thats all I have to say for now. See you kids tomorrow!