Jackie's Song

Sorry I am so late. Ugh, its been a long day. I did not want to get up for work, but I did. I worked for five hours, and made shit tips. In five hours I mad $6.96 in tips! WTF, I'm so ready to be back to evenings. Maybe it was just because yesterday was christmas?? Is that greedy? Idk.. Speaking of work, I'm pretty sure one of my managers hate me. Her name is stacey. She is the one who trained me for carhopping. She was plenty nice then, but a few nights ago, we were both having a bad night. I kept forgetting receipts when I would bring out orders and I put a nickel in the penny slot in my changer. It turned sideways and got stuck. She was really rude to me about it. It was an accident. Let me quote Janey about this one, "its fast food, If I had a college degree I wouldn't be working here." I guess she really was on a power trip. Ever since that night, she has been kind of rude to me. Not like... blatently, but she seems frustrated/annoyed with me constantly. Whatever though. I don't think she has any real authority.

Today was pretty good. Did I say that already? Well, it was. When I got off work Janey and I went out for sushi. It was really good. I've been craving sushi. And it was really nice to see Janey again. She's so tiny now. She doesn't really look the same. Lets not even start talking about weight though. UGH. After that we just went back to her parent's place since there is nothing  to do in baytown but eat or get drunk. We just hung out and talked about weddings and wedding registries and their plans and whatnot. Since she is getting married on tuesday. I can't believe it! I'm also happy to say at this second in time I am genuinely happy for her. Not that I wasn't before, I was just jealous beyond reason. Still am, but I go through emotional stages. Sometimes it eats me alive and sometimes it is barely on the back of my mind.

I don't go back to work until thursday, so luckily I get to be at Janey and Coy's wedding. Speaking so much of weddings my cousin, Krissy, posted the proffessional pictures from her wedding a few days ago. She had a small wedding in a public park like place. The pictures made me feel kind of okay with something like that. I wouldn't mind a small wedding like that as long as I still got to be Jeffrey's wife. Okay.. and wear a beautiful dress too. But thats my prerogative, every little girl imagines her dress so you should get to wear a pretty one that day. There is so much planning to be done, but first there is so much money to be made. I don't want to delve into that massive topic either right now. Instead I'll just tell you about how I got the movie hes just not that into you today and Jeffrey and I just watched it. It was a really great/funny/sweet movie. I loved it. Not to mention the main character gigi, scarlette johansen, looked just like janey. On a side note, I miss jackie.  I really miss her. I wish we could be together more. Bask in these memories with me:

This girl. What can I tell you? We learned who we were together. With out her, I wouldn't be me. Our friendship lasted even when she moved so from sixty miles away. Thats far away when you can't drive!! We learned to do our hair together, we figured out or make up together. We mended eachothers broken hearts, we cried together and we laughed together. I love you Jackie Idell! I wouldn't be the same without you.

Thats all babies!