The blog with no name

You're not going to believe this! Best worst day ever. It was definitely back and forth- ALL DAY. I went to bed super early last night. I woke up and felt not sleepy at all, it was so odd to me. I got to school and I was okay. Then when I got out I had to pick up Raylen and Jeffrey was just on my nerves for some reason. He wasn't really doing anything but he was making me mad. Then he was all like, Yeah sure sounds great let me not even ask my fiancee how she feels or if we have plans. So I fought with him the whole time we were in the car. Then it just magically dissolved for no reason and we were fine like five minutes later. Thats how it always goes with us. After then I had to get to my Interview. I was so nervous and excited. I prayed the whole way home from school because I really need a job. I was pulling out of the neighborhood and the car in front of me went to turn out. So I did too. Only the car stopped all of a sudden and I didn't. I love tapped this girls car. I felt awful. Luckily it was a small dent on their car and nothing happened to mine. I gave them my insurance and it should take care of it. No big deal but I felt sooo bad! I'm always early. ALWAYS. I have like panic attacks or anxiety attacks or whatever it is when I'm late. I don't know why but the idea of being late really bothers me. I was late. Only by two minutes- but late. I was so nervous I knew I was going to blow the interview. Good luck for me is that God listens, and I talk a whole lot when I'm nervous. I guess that came off really bubbly and friendly though. I got the job! I know its sonic and thats still gross but I'm so proud of myself. :D and SOOOO happy. <3 They're gonna teach me to skate! I mean I can skate- but not well lol. One good thing about that is when I'm done everyday Jeffrey will have to rub my feet! I'm ready to go home. So I think that tomorrow I will. I have to go in for paperwork saturday and then I'll start next week. Jeffrey's brother and sister in law didn't pay their light bill so they are here tonight too. We left to go christmas shopping and they are in his bed asleep. Ugh. I have school in the morning and I can't sleep in the living room for shit. Its loud and bright and I can't stretch out on the couch. They didn't even ask- thats just rude. No one over here asks though. That bothers me. They know Jeffrey won't say no so they just take whatever they want or do whatever. Its things like this that I think about when I consider the possibility of living here when we get married. Speaking of doing things for everyone I don't know who is going to pick Raylen up from school when I start working. Oh well they'll figure it out its not my job or responsibility. As ugly as that sounds I really don't mean it to sound ugly, but I'm tired of having kids. Oh wait.. I don't. I know I was all over the place tonight. Sorry about that. Its my blog though if you don't like it you don't have to read it.