My first real revelation!

Well my first real revelation since I named this blog revelations and haven't shared one with y'all yet, now I will. Read on. I'm not feeling witty, or inspirational, or bubbly or prolific, or exceptional, or fantastic today. I think I'm just going to waste some time. So nothing really happened today. I've just been thinking a lot about how every once in a while, I wish there were instructions for life. You know? LIke, Smile here. Perfect that. Lie there. Avoid this. But then I wonder, who would I be without those mistakes? And would I be okay with compromising myself for perfection? Imperfections are so much more true, and beautiful.  There's such beauty in mistakes and what you walk away from with because of them. And there's beauty in imperfections - our  quirks. There's beauty in almost everything if you look hard enough with an open mind and fair perspective. I think this all came from finishing my book. The Lovely Bones. It was amazing! And the end was written so beautifully. I now hope to see the movie. Who cares if thats a little backwards? Imperfections right? 

I also though a lot about what I want to do with my life today. I still haven't figured it out, there are so many choices!! The original plan was to finish my MA program in July/August and the work for a year or so as a medical assistant. After a year or so I wanted to go back to school and do sonography. Today I began to ponder NOT taking a year off and automatically starting another program. Also maybe a different program. LIke being a CVT (cardiovascular technician) who basically does ultrasound on the heart. Or just plain old sonography like I planned which is ultrasound for those who didn't know. If not those two I could become a surgical technician, setting up and assisting major operations. It gets better, last but not least anesthesia tech. I'm undecided about which program, but I think that I will go ahead and try to not take a year off. Although I'm also undecided about whether or not I will try to find work as a medical assistant while I'm in school or stay with sonic or wherever I am at that point. So many decisions. This too had some part of my tiny speech above.. I guess I'm feeling pressure to pick the right career for me. I guess time will tell all, its not like I have to decide tomorrow. What do you guys think I should do and why?? 

This made me laugh: 

Thats all tonight loves!