Bet you weren't expecting this

I don't really have anything to say right now. Although its rare that I start my blog with a purpose. I usually just spit everything on my mind out. Oh well, it seems to be working so far. :) I chose not to go to school today for the last day. So I exceeded my hours. I get to go make them up tomorrow though. If I would have gone to school today I would have tomorrow off. So I figured I'd switch them and give myself a four day weekend. It was a good idea too since I stayed up so late. I didn't go to bed until 7 AM. Jeffrey and I were watching The Others. I saw it once when it first came out but didn't really remember it. I was too scared to go to bed after that for a while, thats why I didn't go to bed until 7!

I'm a total nerd, I know this, but it was very apparent last night when I was wondering if I was alive after watching that movie. Lol. SPOILER ALERT??! Even though I don't know if it can be considered a spoiler alert for such an old movie. Turns out in the end, that the family is actually dead and the "ghosts" are the alive people. They had no recollection of dying. I was tired and scared and was wondering if I was actually alive after our car accident last year. Don't judge me. Just thought I would let y'all know that. I start work tomorrow. For this I am so excited. I used to be very close to God. I almost wrote religious, but it wasn't religious. I had an actual growing, changing, loving, friendship, father-daughter relationship with God.

Long story short I let some people and habits come before God. Time passed and church was just put on the back burner. My fault, and I've really wanted to make that change and get back to God. I plan on that now. I wanted to go to church sunday but didn't go to bed early enough saturday night. I prayed so hard the whole way home from school last week for God to help me get a job so I can get all my priorities in line. He did, so now its my turn to take a step towards him I think. I'm excited about that. I hope Jeffrey wll come along for that ride. He's never really known him the way I have.

My first day of work is tomorrow. I'm super excited. Much more excited than I should be about soinc, lol. I don't go in until five and I'll probably be too tired to write tomorrow night, so I guess I'll see you guys wednesday night!