I'm a little all over the place tonight

Today was good. Jeffrey and I spent the day working on our guestlist together. Not fun. Not fun at all. I had to call Krissy for a rundown of the hartman side of my family, and aunt VJ for the carpenter side of my family. Jeffrey's mom is going to have to go over the list and fill in all of his family we don't know about or forgot. At this point we have about 225 people. Thats knowing I forgot about a few people so there will be more. We just have to wait until we have a talk with Jeffrey's mom to let her know we've started planning the wedding. I mean she knows, but she isn't aware we are actively planning a wedding now. Shes very.. tempormental? She gets emotional when we talk about our wedding or anything because shes not ready for Jeffrey to grow up. I get it, but it hurts my feelings. Maybe I'll understand one day when I have kids. Its not that she doesn't love me or that she doesn't want jeffrey to marry me, she just doesn't want to loose her baby. So we have to talk to her about it. Tell her we believe its time and that we want her to be apart of it and happy. I know how this sounds, and I wish you could all understand- she really is very sweet, she just doesn't like change. Okay I feel like you're all going to judge this so I'm going to stop explaining about that. While I was on the phone with my aunt VJ she told me that there is some rare hereditary disease found in our family, and that I need to be tested. So now some hospital in like vermont doing a study is going to send me a swab and I have to mail it back. In a month they'll call and tell me. Its no big deal but its called ALPS. Autoimmune Lymphoproliferative Syndrome. Tonight was the first time I had ever heard of it. Turns out thats because its new, and not widely understood. It basically means that if I have the ALPS gene in my body, when I get sick some kind of thing in my body attacks my white blood cells, or the cells that fight infection, and kills them. So the only thing that it means is when I get sick I get really sick and I have a harder time getting over it. Makes sense, and it sounds like me. We shall see. If I find out I have it, nothing really changes, we'll just have more information about my body. So my last tidbit for you guys tonight is that I want to start a new book series. It doesn't even have to be a series though. Maybe just a single book. I like fantasy, sci fi, and love stories. Some mysteries sometimes. No trashy romance novels. I'd love some suggestions. :) Thats all babies
P.s. Do you guys like my new layout? Is it hard to read? I'm curious cause I think it may be a little hard to read.