Saturday, January 8, 2011

Tiny rant

i still don't feel up to sharing with you guys. I'm sorry for that, I do feel bad that I've left some of you hanging- but there is something I have to say. For me. For my sanity. It isn't directed at anyone or anything. I just feel the need to say that I am 20 years old, I am in school and working a part time job. That doesn't sound like much, but its exhausting. I'm doing everything that I am "supposed" to be doing right now. I'm trying my damndest to keep my head above water, and to keep on keeping on. I'm doing everything that I can right now, and I'm doing everything that I know. So what if I can't pay a bill sometimes? I'm twenty and doing it on my own. I know that as long as I work hard and give it my damndest I'll be okay. Because I have to do okay. I'm all that I have and I can trust me. Yeah, you guessed it, thats part of whats bothering me. Hope I can start writing to you guys on a regular basis soon. Until then, babies.
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3 comments:

  1. hello worldJanuary 8, 2011 at 5:32 PM

    i know how you feel hun . it aint easy , it sucks . but i know you will be ok cause your strong and you can do anything you put your mind to . dont let people bring your down , its ok to make mistakes as long as you learn from them and never give up on your dreams. im here if u want to talk . love u

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  2. janeyJanuary 9, 2011 at 3:32 PM

    if you're doing the best you can -- which you are -- then that's all you can do. you have made major improvements and i'm so proud of you. i wish i were going to school and working. maybe i wouldn't be in this position.

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  3. JenniferJanuary 10, 2011 at 12:43 AM

    in what position? you're doing great! and technically you are in school, and you are definitely working. thanks guys that means alot from both of you

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