Guess Who, Giggles, the Royal Wedding, and Lots of Pain

We went to church today again. Thats two whole weeks in a row. Go us. Jackie also came down yesterday and stayed the night with me so she could come to church with us today. It was nice, even though we only got four hours of sleep.We stayed up till five thirty playing Guess Who and giggling. Church was also very nice, even though I was sleepy. I feel content when I'm there. Lately I've felt so stressed, and bad, and almost actually depressed. Its nice to not even think about anything else than how much some one loves me. Yes, I mean Jesus, no, I'm not going to get preachy on you. Tony and Kandace were there today! I love spending any time I can get with them. They remind me of who I used to be. They remember me like that I think. They're like my big brother and sister. I love them so much. It helps that they love me too. They always want to know how I am and whats going on in my life, and about all my plans. So I spent a long time talking about our wedding plans with them today. :) I've also set up our counseling session with Tony. I can't wait to have that talk with Jeffrey and Tony. I want to connect with Jeffrey on that level. I think Tony will be a good liason for that. I'm also very excited about weddings in general today. I talked about it with Tony and Kandace this morning (who seem just as excited as me) and then mom and I watched all kinds of royal wedding things all day on t.v. I'm SOO excited for the royal wedding. I'm trying to decide which channel I should watch it from. There are so many choices!! I absolutely can NOT wait to see her dress. Its like a real life fairytale, and I feel like I know them! I'm not dillusional and believe that I do or anything, but I'm excited that I'm old enough and aware enough to be apart of this moment in history. Jeffrey isn't as enthusiastic and is pretty upset that his whole friday is planned around the celebrations! lol. Anyways... I'm SOOO sore. My right shoulder has been KILLING me for the past two weeks for some mysterious reason. It totally doesn't help that yesterday while I was waiting for Jackie to come I was cleaning and I fell down the stairs, which freaking hurt! When I fell I broke a glass and gashed my right hand ring finger which nearly bled me to death. Then I went outside to get mom's chemicals from her truck and the wind blew the umbrella and it's stand down and it cut my leg! After that I went upstaris to make my bed and I broke my freaking nail! I got beat up yesterday! :( Today I cut my foot open on the side of my bed. I just need to sleep for a few days and try life again later. I'm off to watch more royal wedding things babies!