I'm the luckiest girl ever

Can I just start by saying I love my aunt leeleen, and aunt vj? I really do. They're sending me to cozad so I can make it to the funeral with them. I couldn't afford to since I quit my job. I was really torn up about it yesterday/last night. Could you even imagine not saying goodbye? I feel so loved and relieved and taken care of. Not to mention mom is loaning me some money to eat on while I go. I get to just go say goodbye and mourn and that feels so good because I don't have to worry about anything but my grandma. I know I'm emotional and everything from it happening anyway, but I just wanna cry so much that they are taking me with them. I'm so appreciative and I'll probably not stop hugging anyone. I leave saturday, the funeral is Monday, and I come home Tuesday. I looked up the forecast, and I might not make it home its going to be FREEZING. Not literally, but for a texas girl it will be. Dealing with my sadness seems so much more attainable now, and I hope so much to see my uncle donnie wayne and my aunt margie lynn while I'm there. I'm sure they will try to make it. I just want to see everyone so I can make one more memory with them since obviously life isn't guaranteed. I hate that revelation hanging so heavy after each person's death. Anyway, I have the best family in the world. I feel so blessed, and even now I have one more guardian angel looking after me. Thats all I'm up for for tonight. Thanks for listening babies.