A Blog-full

Oh my God, its been a long time! I'm sorry I've been going nonstop, and I've only just caught my breath enough to update you all. I guess I'll start with my trip to Nebraska. It was wonderful despite the circumstances. Wonderful because the last time I saw all the Carpenters was for a family reunion ten plus years ago. It nice to feel apart of something with a history and have something in common with so many people. It nice to feel that everyone loves everyone just because they are apart of eachother. I miss so much having my family around. I guess thats why I spend so much time at Jeffrey's. I feel bad lately though I miss spending time with my mom, and I've been home a lot more. After I got back from Nebraska Jeffrey and I had a talk about our wedding plans. We're thinking of going to the JP and then having a backyard reception and going to EUROPE for a honeymoon! That would be amazing. Or alternatively having a whole backyard wedding and going on a nice trip. Either way I think we've both kind of given up the dreams of a wedding wedding. I mean ten thousand dollars? Thats a lot of money! We can go ahead and spend ten thousand but only use maybe two for a backyard wedding, and then eight on a trip to wherever we please! I've always wanted to travel and I feel like I should before we have kids. I'd like to one day travel WITH my kids, but it doesn't seem like a possibility right now since I realize how expensive things are. So tell me what you think about our wedding plans?? After that we went camping  for eight days. It was nice! We did a whole mess of nothing and my cousin Krissy came to see us for a little while. It was nice seeing her! Everyone got a long beautifully. Pepper acted like she was my best friend, and Shannon even talked to me like we were okay We've been back for a few days and we're still talking some, which is huge after fighting for women in case you didn't know. Especially two spiteful bitches like ourselves. Hahahaha. We're not friends, but we're civil and I can handle that. Its nice to not be fighting anymore. Now I'm just working on school and thinking about our approaching wedding and contemplating my next life steps. I'll keep you guys updated.