I'd really love to regale you all with tales of intrigue and laughter. I really hate not venting in my blog, but i also really hate having nothing positive to say either. Right now I don't. A lot has gone on. A huge fight between my mom and sister that I have to deal with, working way too much- which always leads me cranky, and Jeffrey is in puerto rico.
I made him go. I think I would be sad if he missed that once in a lifetime experience because of me. That and I think he deserves to have fun since hes always taking care of me and raylen and his mom. I know he feels really bad about leaving me. I'm not gonna lie I'm pretty damn heartbroken. My days are just so... wrong without him. Its only like four days though and I know the world will go on, I just miss him.
Tomorrow I'm calling into work. I just don't give a rat's behind anymore I NEED to find another job. I'm going to sleep in tomorrow, and then I'm going to find another job. Or at least try switching to another Sonic. I've also been researching my next life move a lot lately. I want to get a lot of information before I write about it here and upset anyone. I feel like its the right thing and Jeffrey seems to be on board with it so now I'm just trying to get as much good and bad information as I can before I go talk to someone about how to make my plans happen.
Thats all tonight. Hopefully when I'm feeling less pissy I'll give you guys something better to read. Good luck though, I'm a bad blogger lately.
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