Sorry If my random thoughts give you verbal whiplash.

I was so right last night to say I want to wait for kids. Its probably just that I didn't have ANY sleep. Yep, I've been up for 24 hours. Whats the point of that? Oh well, I'm young- I bounce back quick.. What was i talking about? Oh yeah- right to want to wait because Kameron has been a hellian all morning! I'm talking yelling at the top of his lungs!! What the heck little man, what is sooo bad in your life? Squishy has been a delight though. Thats what terri and I have decided to call taryn. I love her.

I really really need a job. If anyone can help me out it would be very much appreciated. Also, I miss school.
Mom is out getting her hair done right now. I wish  I were getting my hair done. I wish I were doing anything that would make me feel beautiful. I've gained so much weight that i'm not strong enough to loose, and ever since I've just felt worse and worse about myself. I need to buy some more clothes. Its not like i'm those nasty fat girls who walk around in clothes three sizes too small, but buying some new bigger (gulp!) clothes that were flattering to my new body type might help.

I really wish I had some motivation to work out, or someone would forcefully steer me into better eating habits. Or preferably a magic pill that would  take the weight away. A no-more-fat fairy if you will? No? okay... Well until then suggestions are welcome. I realize the contents of this blog shifted in flight, but thats what you get when i'm running on no sleep with a two year old SCREAMING (literally) in my ear. Maybe I'll pull myself together for a decent post tonight that isn't so scatterbrained. I might just pass out at 7 or 8 o'clock. Who knows?