Everyone's got a sob story, here's mine.

My throat hurts, which is about right. I do go back to school monday so it only makes since that I would get sick. I feel like crap too. Emotionally, physically, mentally, you name it. I'm stuck in a weird spot. I don't know whats wrong or why I'm upset, which happens sometimes, I'm a girl- It's my prerogative. Today Iits affecting my relationship. I've been kind of distant which I guess is pushing Jeffrey away.. He's being passive aggressive, which is pissing me off. I don't even know why we have a problem or if we're fighting, but I just feel so resentful today. I also feel really bad putting this out for everyone to read because it's nobody's damn business. Thats the point of this blog though right? A place to vent? I hope so because it doesn't feel right saying this to anyone. I'm so angry and hurt today. I Feel so resentful. I resent my mom, I resent my sister, I resent Jeffrey. Nothing happened, it's just all hitting me today. I resent my mom because I know she loves me, but she doesn't help me like I need, she's too busy taking care of Terri and her kids. I'm grateful for that anyother day, but today... I'm just a spiteful, angry, raging bitch. I resent Terri for this too. I'm 20, she is about to turn 26. My mom is so busy helping her, I hardly exist. I need guidance, I need some help sometimes. I'm scared, its a big scary world, and if you don't want me to need you like Terri does when I have a family, maybe you should steer me in the right direction now, don't you think? I resent Jeffrey because he doesn't understand. I'm always stressed out, I'm always worried, and he doesn't understand- he's never been there. He never will, his mom does everything she can to make sure he doesn't have to feel stressed out or worried or alone. I don't really resent him for that, so I'm more jealous of him in that way. I worded that wrong. "/ I'm so full of pessimism today. I hate everyone.