My pen is in a goat

So I was searching bing.com and when I typed my pen is to see what would come up... My pen is in a goat popped up. That was weird to me. But it made me laugh. :)  Sorry that I basically vowed my first born to you guys that I'd be a better blogger and then totally didn't. I guess first come first serve when I have a baby? LOL. I've been kind of busy though, if that excuse isn't too cliche to work. I've been wedding planning. Its all still on the computer though.. It makes me feel like I'm not really doing it, which sucks. I want to talk to everyone about my wedding ALL THE TIME. But the truth is, not much of it is planned, which makes me feel.. irresponsible? Almost like I'm a bad bride? Does that make sense? I'm just not good with details. Thats why I wanted to do something with a package so that they take care of all the vendors and I just say, "OOOH! I WANT IT THAT WAY!!" Why is it that that made me think of the backstreet boys? LOL I'm so random. So as you may know, because of my inability to decide and coordinate all of these details our wedding plans have been a little wayward. Last you guys heard we were DECIDED on a beach wedding at south padre island. I then found a beautiful little vineyard not too far away, that isn't too ridiculously expensive. I would post a link but I know of some facebook friends wedding planning currently too, and I don't want them to book my venue. Is that mean? Oh well, I'm just being honest. This place is too cute, and they have packages like I wanted. Its like this: give us ____ much money, now pick what your flowers look like and your cake and what food you want and make a list of songs. Easy right? Thats the kind of wedding I can plan. That just leaves a wedding dress marriage license and bridesmaid dresses for me to do. Of course If I stop right there it would be to simple though right? Thats perfect this place.. exactly what I need to be able to plan a wedding.... but then I had an idea. I always have an idea and it always means trouble. I thought of this really just about two hours ago. This is what my brain sounded like inside:

I'm so glad that we've found a place that I don't feel stressed just thinking about. It would be really easy to get married there. Its so pretty. I can't think of a prettier place.............................. omg! WE SHOULD TOTALLY GET MARRIED AT THE BAYTOWN NATURE CENTER INSTEAD!!!!!! 

I don't know why I do these things to myself, not to mention poor Jeffrey. I can't wait until we tell his mom about our plans so that I CAN talk about our wedding to everyone ALL THE TIME. I want everyone to be sick of hearing about our wedding. Soooo like I said I have been busy. I was finishing up my online class for the semester. Then It was raylen's sixth birthday on saturday. I can't believe that. Shes so big. She was two years old when I met her. Shes just like me, but smaller, and with better dance moves. So for her birthday, and for harley's upcoming birthday Jeffrey's mom bought a little swingset/playground thing and Jeffrey, his dad and two of his brothers built it and I watched. It was exhausting. I even screwed in two screws with a screwdriver all by myself! I am so proud of Jeffrey.. and all of them, it looks amazing and the girls love it. I also watched Kameron today, and got extremely sunburnt making me so tired. So see, with all of this going on, I think I should be able to keep my baby. Oh wait! Jeffrey and I have also started watching Glee, season 1! And we LOVE IT!! I can't believe we weren't watching it from the beginning!I had other stuff to tell you guys, but I can NOT remember for anything. So I guess thats all, babies!